Reflection of Narriative.

              Writing this narrative was not easy for me, I am expressive in only so many ways and paper is not the best place. I could sit and talk to you about what’s going on in my life through conversation so much easier than words. I don’t know why I have trouble creating a conversation through written words but I think that is something I need to work on.

                Before even writing this essay I didn’t know if I wanted to write about the topic that I did, I didn’t know if I wanted to write about that subject because to be honest I didn’t know where I wanted to go with it. My topic didn’t really start off with me moving; it started off more as me losing my friends in general. I didn’t know if I wanted to do that subject because I knew that I still felt sensitive about the situation, but I knew that I need something that did affect me and that was one. When you write from your heart things tend to come out better than when you don’t so that’s what I tried to do.

                While writing the essay I didn’t know how to put my words together to not make the story too sad, I mean it is a sad story. Writing this made me think about how I did struggle before coming to Upstate. I was really alone at that time, and then being sick only made it worse.

                I would like to learn how to write well and be able to connect with the audience at the same time. I feel like writing that way makes your writing worth reading! I want to be worth reading, so I am going to work on sentence structure and the way I put things together. As my mom always says “it’s only the beginning, and a lot is going to happen before the end.”